Singaporeans..Are we really refined ?

Our country is small,not much places to go,always cant find parking places,obsessed with gambling,are we really united apart for lousy habits?

Countries which I visited really made me abit ashamed of my own country,why cant people just cant stub their ciggie butts into bins,clear up their own trays after eating,give way to people who drives smaller cars than them,be normal and not talk with a slang while talking to angmohs,help those in need,be more clever and not waste stupid money on charity shows in bid to win a car,not show off their new tech gadgets,not be so kiasu,and many many more..

All the aunties in my mum's shop I met always start the day's gossip with what number they bought and nearly stike first prize lah,and all sorts of craps I cant stand,and how eating certain things will cause u this and that lah,dun do this and that lah..Its all the lousy talk thats making them think they know so many things and starts to spread their knowledge about..If you know what number is going to be first prize,then let me know,dont always wait till the number had opened then start telling me how coincident that they just change new hp or saw a new car...blah..blah...

I am different in some ways.First,I do go for good food,but no matter how much discounts or perks its giving,if its a long q,I will give it up.Secondly,I once saw an old lady who fainted while walking,she went face down and started bleeding from the nose,I saw her and started running about 50 m towards her,in the process about 7 persons pass by her,just giving weird stares,no one stopped to help and I remembered very clearly,a malay woman with her primary school son,an old couple,2 an beng like ITE students,a delivery man and a salesman.And the salesman was my own salesman who related me the incident which prompted me to go and help.She was still unconscious when I found her,and I called 995 and they reached like 40 mins later,no wonder we need medisave,its like money which you never need to use cos you wont have the chance.

This incident really made me so damned pissed with everyone,even my own worker will ask me,eh you not scared meh?Wah lau,scared for what ? And guess what,the old lady returned 2 weeks ago with a angbao and words of thanks,but I wasnt happy,cos its the civil defence guy that leaked out to her that I was the one who helped her.I declined everything,I dont do things for rewards and I think she will need the money inside much more than me.

So many times,my own fellow countrymen really made me ''pui'' at them,I'm really paiseh to be a Singaporean at times,even when praying,at the famous GuanYin Temple around Bugis,I remembered once I went after my new year dinner for the first joss stick of the year,supposedly to be very good if you can offer prayers and you be lucky the whole year round.At the stroke of midnight,everyone jostled about and the whole place went chaos,just in front of the buddha and everything..fuck,if you're that anxious,why even pray?Kill yourself and maybe you can find your guanyin everyday..

So many things makes me feel hatred towards so many people when I think back,even my own friends..You only have a life,so what even if you get that stupid Gucci bag at half price,it wont extend your life for another 20 years...being excited and anxious and disappointment will decrease your lifespan even faster..

And girls drinking,something which really turns me off..drink wisely,if you cant hold well,then dont even drink at all,why know you will get drunk and still drink..if i had your kinda mentality,I would try to dive into the deepest end of the ocean,even though I know the pressure might kill me,but at least I might find remains of Titanic and let the world know that Titanic didnt crash becos of an iceberg,but becos the captain was drunk-sailing...

All the talk about liquor relaxes your nerves and such.........BULLSHIT....just stupid excuses to kill yourself,why even look for excuses if you wanna die..but do it meaningfully,why not attempt to climb up Everest naked,you'll win a huge medal from playboy,I'm sure,with cash incentives to go..And all the lovey dovey messages on air everyday..must let everyone know you love him/her meh?That important ?I plan to propose to my future wife with fireworks,let her know there's no boundaries in how I want her to be mine,not even regulations..and must I do it here??
Even if I'm down and out at that time,a trip to JB,doesnt cost much..Keep those love love things to urself lah,have you ever spared a thought for the deejays anot...to have goose bumps and still act happy,its quite a torture lor...and they just work for the salary nia,why make things so hard for them ??

But still I only admire Singapore's government,to be able to control all the shitty people below them..I admire my own PAP,not you bastards that drives big cars to be scrapped at zero level percentage after ten years,by the way incase you do not know,soon all cars will be left with $0 parf...though COE lower,but you wont get a nickel after scrapping your car..I aint jealous,I now have my own life to bother,why make myself pek chek bcos you have a bigger credit line than me...Cheh...look at my pictures......do you even think I care ??