To love and win is the best thing. To love and lose, the second best thing..

Got a request for this blog for my views on relationship...I dont have any views,only real life experience..

I've been in and outta so many relationships,some are really for the sake of having a girlfriend when I was in school,though in fact you dont really need a relationship to live.
Liking someone is amazing,two strangers can be bounded by it and thrown into a period of laughter,sadness,jealousy and anger.Loving someone produces a larger impact,you think of that person when you do anything,even when you aint with her anymore,you still think of her as you being an item sooner or later..

I had some pretty fine girlfriends,girls who would keep my room,cook for me,wait for me,cry for me,endure me,support me,believe in me and encourage me.But I blew all my chances away.Only one girl I let her down,I shall call her Miss T.
Miss T went through heaps of memories with me,everything involving from family to the colour of our cars.But I'm a person that never been known to look back,regret or appreciates a perfect relationship.I gave her up,hurt her deeply,and with my own hands,I ruined the wonderful screen of love.This was the first time in my life when I realized what it is like to abandon someone that did gave her heart,and entire heart to me.And had me regretting what a major big asshole I was to give up something that the 1st prize ToTo money cant get for me.

Thoughout in my life,I came across loads of 'near' relationships,we were close and happy together,but we were never one.The hurt I gave her could be felt with my own hands,in the things I did,it all came back to me.Instead of throwing everything to retribution and changing,I still persisted with my own thinking,and this time I nailed the final one into the relationship of me and her.

I still lived as I were but just somewhere deep down,I felt guilty and regretful.And this feelings actually shunned me from other prospective relations,I cant relive the moments with her,and doing it with others doesnt seem quite the same.Initally I thought I was just me getting used to her and craps like that...but in actual fact,its not,its something more than you owe a favour and you wanna return it,but you have to return it with emotions and sincereity eternally..

Actually some relationships makes you grow up,and the experience going through makes you know and realise heaps of new things..but at a price.Its how you get outta the feeling and live your life to the fullest..and its something I'm unable to do..till now.

REALIZE that special someone beside you.there will be one,just have to look hard and carefully,dont ever think the both of you cant be together.Having a relationship is easy,even the most pock-faced jerk can pick up a decent girl,but is she for you,or just a 'closer' passer by in your life? You have to decide,and feelings actually can be cultivated,but when you really been thru true actual selfless love,you will never be intrested to cultivate feelings with someone else..if you can,please teach me how..

I can only live with the fact that its better to have loved and lost,than to have never loved at all.For it was not into my ear she whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips she kissed, but my soul.I honestly think it is better to be a failure at something you love than to be a success at something you hate.Because chances doesnt happen to me again..

Immature love says: 'I love you because I need you.' Mature love says 'I need you because I love you.'"