Transition,sexist,ambitions

Today got a very call from a very excited friend,he got a new car and very anxiously wanted to show off..ok,met him at my place.Its a cool Mitsubitshi Evo 9 in dark purple.Sporty yet with a tinge of badiness..Got in and tested it out..After a short 40 mins spin,I returned back,prasied him for getting such a good car and all sorta lies,cos someting in me had changed.In the past,I could get all winded up just by hearing the loud rev of engines and the smell of burning rubber...but today's incident simply didnt had such an impact on me,though I did the car close to 191km/h,it didnt give me the kick it did in the past..After thinking,this must be my transitional period,its time I let down on all this racing antics and move on to something else..I still mantained my concentration,but adrealine aint pumping anymore...

Can I be rated as a sexist?I cant be sure,but I do agree with girls doing all kinda things as guys deserves the same recognition.But they are also more emotional,this is good and bad,cos when women decided to do something,they wont even look back,but if they are being haunted by a bad past,they might never be able to move along again..maybe its the same for guys,but most guys have the special ability to move out after brushing off like nothing happened,maybe they are just heartless..i'm never a male chavunist pig,I never think that cooking,washing,cleaning and homemaking are for women,but it should be shared,but whoever wanna do it,its not much of a big question,but guys,offer to help,you'll never know the returns..

Ambitions are really two faced,its either you become better person or a more despicable..everyone will climb up the big ladder to the top where the view is the best,but rememebr the wind is also strong,to stay there,keep a strong foothold,if not you'll fail like the rest..For me,I also strive to win and things like that,but there should still be some place in your heart left for humanity...